THE DREAM

I HAD THIS DREAM FOR YEARS AND YEARS I WOULD BE WALKING ON THE BEACH THINKING IS THERE A MR RIGHT FOR ME, EVERY NIGHT THE SAME MAN CAME TO ME IN MY DREAMS WE LAUGHED WE WALKED WE TALKED WE KISSED WE MADE LOVE THERE WASN'T ANYTHING WE DIDN'T DO AND WE WERE SO HAPPY, THEN I WOULD WAKE UP ROLL OVER TO KISS HIM AND HE WASN'T THERE. WELL THE SAME DREAM DAY AFTER DAY WEEK AFTER WEEK, THEN SNAP I FOUND HIM HE WAS REAL HE WAS PERFECT. WE LAUGHED WE CRYED WE DANCED WE DINE, WE MADE LOVE, WE WERE JUST RIGHT, THINGS STARTED TO CHANGE, IT'S LIKE GOD TOOK OUR FAITH, PEOPLE WOULD TALK, PEOPLE WOULD LIE THEY WERE SO JEALOUS OF US NOT ONLY BECAUSE WE WERE PERFECT BUT WE WERE ONE. WELL LIFE CHANGED WE CHANGED TIME TOOK US APART, BUT YET THE DREAM IS STILL THERE LIKE A SIGN FROM ABOVE "DON'T GIVE UP FAITH WILL COME BACK THERE IS ATIME AND A PLACE" THE POINT OF THIS IS YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU GOT TILL SOMEONE OR SOMETHING TAKES IT AWAY. NO MATTER WHO OR WHAT YOU ARE BELIEVE IN YOUR DREAMS THEY WILL COME TRUE...

YOU KNOW SOMETIMES YOUR HEART ACHES AND SOMETIMES IT BREAKS, BUT YOU STILL WAKE UP AND YOU STILL GO ON. I LEARNED ALOT TODAY ABOUT MYSELF AND HOW I LET PEOPLE GET CLOSE THEN I PUSH THEM AWAY AND THEN WONDER WHAT I DID WRONG. I AM NOT PERFECT I AM JUST ME, I LOVE 100% AND GIVE 100%, ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TO FEEL SAFE FROM THE PASS AND KNOW I WAS TRUELY ON THE SAME ROAD, BUT YET I MESSED IT UP. JUST KNOW I AM CHANGEING ALL THE BAD STUFF AND I WILL HAVE MY TRUE LOVE WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT. I HAVE YOU IN MY HEART AND I HOPE THERE IS STILL PART OF ME IN YOURS.I NOW HAVE A WONDERFUL PERSON WHO IS STILL MY FRIEND AND I KNOW GOD WILL SEND THE LIGHT TO US SOON.. ALL MY LOVE TO MY FRIENDS.. I WILL BLOG SOON AGAIN..

WALLEE